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1.
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I have an intimate relationship with caffeine so that in a strange way
I only feel real when I am using it.
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2.
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I find it difficult to pass over an opportunity for casual or illicit sex.
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3.
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I often get so tired with exercise that I find it difficult to walk or to climb upstairs.
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4.
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I find that feeling light-headed is often irrelevant in deciding when to stop drinking alcohol.
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5.
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I tend to look for or take on positions of power or influence so that I rise to a position of emotional or practical power over others as rapidly as possible.
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6.
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I prefer to use tobacco throughout the day rather than only at specific times.
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7.
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I find that the amount that I have won or lost is often irrelevant in deciding when to stop gambling or risk taking.
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8.
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I feel uncomfortable when shopping with other people because it restricts my freedom.
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9.
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I particularly enjoy getting a really strong effect from recreational drugs.
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10.
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I tend to think of food not so much as a satisfier of hunger but as a reward for all the stress I endure.
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11.
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I am afraid that I will be thought of as (and perhaps become) a callous person if I do not show my capacity for self-denial and caretaking on a daily basis.
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12.
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I have taken on a piece of work that I actively disliked not so much out of necessity but more simply to keep myself occupied.
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13.
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In a restaurant or even at home I often try to persuade others to choose dishes that I know I would like even though I would probably refuse to eat them.
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14.
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I tend to pride myself on never being a burden to others.
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15.
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I feel an increased tension or awareness when it is coming to the time when I normally take my medication.
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16.
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I tend to be upset when someone close to me takes care of someone else.
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17.
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I particularly enjoy shopping bargains so that I often finish up with more than I need.
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18.
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I find that having one drink tends not to satisfy me but makes me want more.
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19.
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I prefer to exercise alone rather than in company.
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20.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern over my sexual behaviour.
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21.
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I tend to use tobacco as both a comfort and strength even when I feel that I don't want any.
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22.
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I prefer to take caffeine on my own rather than in company.
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23.
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I tend to use food as both a comfort and a strength even when I am not hungry.
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24.
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I feel a sense of increased tension and excitement when I know that I have the opportunity to get some drugs.
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25.
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The things I do for others results in there not being much left of my personal life.
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26.
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I tend to work faster and for longer hours than any other people of my own ability so that they find it difficult to keep up with me.
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27.
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I feel that I only become a real person when I am being totally looked after by someone else.
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28.
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It would be more painful for me to give up caffeine than to give up a close friend.
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29.
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I find it difficult not to take up a position of power of influence when it is available, even when I do not really need it and can see no particular use for it.
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30.
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I pride myself on the speed with which I can get to have sex with someone and find that sex with a complete stranger is stimulating.
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31.
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I have regularly stolen or helped myself to other peoples caffeine even though I had enough money to buy my own.
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32.
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I prefer to look after other people on my own rather than as part of a team.
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33.
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I always try to take exercise several times a day.
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34.
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When I eat in company I like to be with special friends or family members I can rely on to finish off some foods for me.
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35.
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Others tend to express concern that I am not doing enough for my own pleasure.
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36.
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When I have definitely overworked and got myself irritable and overtired I tend to feel defiant as well as slightly ashamed.
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37.
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After drinking alcohol, I have had a complete blank of ten minutes or more in my memory when I try to recall what I was doing on the previous day or night.
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38.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern about my use of prescription medicines.
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39.
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I try to avoid all risks of upsetting other people.
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40.
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I tend to tidy up the mess that someone else has got into at work, even when I have not been asked to do so.
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41.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern about aspects of my drug use.
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42.
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I take more than the prescribed dose of my medication as and when I feel it necessary.
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43.
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I use alcohol as both a comfort and a strength.
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44.
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I find that being full is often irrelevant in deciding when to stop eating.
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45.
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I tend to give (an act of service to others) and not count the costs even though the costs mount progressively.
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46.
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I find that finishing a specific project is often irrelevant in deciding when to stop working.
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47.
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I am afraid that I will put on excessive amounts of weight or become particularly irritable or depressed if I gave up using tobacco altogether.
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48.
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I tend to use shopping as both a comfort and a strength even when I do not need anything.
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49.
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I find life rather empty when someone for whom I was caring for gets better and I have felt at times resentful when I am no longer needed.
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50.
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I find that I sometimes put on weight even when I am trying to diet.
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51.
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I tend to gulp down the first (alcoholic) drink fairly fast.
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52.
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I tend to time my intake of caffeine so that others are not really aware of my total intake.
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53.
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I have had a list of so many things that I dare not eat, so that there is very little left that I can eat.
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54.
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I particularly enjoy getting wringing wet with sweat when I exercise.
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55.
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I find that people tend to express progressively more concern about my relationships.
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56.
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When I am working with others I tend to disguise the full amount of time and effort that I put into my work.
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57.
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I often chew something and then take it out of my mouth and throw it away.
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58.
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I tend to remain loyal and faithful regardless of what I may endure in a close relationship.
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59.
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I tend to go shopping just in case I might see something I want.
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60.
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I have a sense of increased tension and excitement when I buy caffeine substances or when I see advertisements for them.
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61.
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When I am shopping with family members or friends or others I tend to disguise the full extent of my purchases.
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62.
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I like to make myself useful to other people even when they do not appreciate what I do.
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63.
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I tend to find someone else to be close to when my primary partner is away even for a short time.
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64.
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I often find that having my first use of tobacco in any day tends not to satisfy me, but to make me want more.
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65.
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I have stolen/embezzled to cover gambling losses or to cover my losses in risky ventures.
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66.
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I find that getting high tends to relax me so that I go on to take more drugs if they are available.
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67.
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I tend to keep reserve projects up my sleeve just in case I find some time, even a few minutes to spare.
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68.
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I feel a sense of tension and excitement when I am about to take exercise.
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69.
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I tend to use my self-denial and caretaking for others as both a comfort and a strength for myself.
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70.
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I would take an opportunity to have sex despite having just had it with somebody else.
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71.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern about my excessive eating.
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72.
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I prefer to have power and influence in all my relationships rather than being vulnerable.
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73.
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I have regularly covered other people's work and responsibilities even when there was no need for me to do so.
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74.
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In my prime(or even now) I had a good head for alcohol so that others appeared to get drunk more readily than me.
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75.
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I find making a sexual conquest causes me to lose interest in that partner and leads me to begin looking for another.
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76.
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I tend to use drugs as both a comfort and a strength.
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77.
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It would be more painful for me to give up gambling and risk taking than it would be for me to give up a close friendship.
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78.
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I tend to find new close relationships within days or weeks of the failure of a previous one.
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79.
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I would respond positively to an unexpected invitation to exercise despite having just finished my regular exercise.
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80.
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I often buy so many goods (groceries, sweets, household goods, books etc.) that it would take a month to get through them.
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81.
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I tend to venture into company only if I have someone to look after me.
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82.
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I would find it strange to leave half a glass of (alcoholic) drink.
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83.
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I have continued to use tobacco even when I have had a bad cold or even more serious respiratory problem.
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84.
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I prefer always to keep my shopping supplies topped up in case of war or natural disaster, rather than let my stocks run low.
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85.
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I prefer to eat alone rather than in company.
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86.
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I tend to take on more work for someone close to me even if I have not finished the previous batch.
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87.
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I feel an overwhelming sense of excitement when I find a new person to look after my needs or a new way in which an existing partner can look after them better.
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88.
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I often find that I use all of the drugs in my possession even though I had intended to spread them out over several occasions.
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89.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern over my gambling or risk taking.
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90.
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I tend to ensure that I have sex of one kind or another rather than wait for my regular partner to be available again after an illness or absence.
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91.
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I tend to think that a close friendship is when someone else really looks after me.
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92.
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If my medical supply was being strictly controlled I would hang onto some old tablets even if they were definitely beyond their expiry date.
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93.
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I think of buying things not so much as a means of providing necessities but more as a reward that I deserve for the stresses that I endure.
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94.
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I tend to accept opportunities for further gambling or risk taking despite having just completed a session or a project.
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95.
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When I have definitely eaten too much I tend to feel defiant as well as disappointed in myself.
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96.
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I am afraid that my life will fall apart and that others will take advantage of me if I gave up the power and influence that I currently hold.
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97.
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I feel that I only really become myself when I am exercising.
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98.
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I tend to make sure that I have the drugs or the money for drugs before concentrating on other things.
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99.
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Others (e.g. Doctors) have commented that he/she would be knocked out by a fraction of the medication that I regularly take.
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100.
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I particularly enjoy eating raw vegetables and also salty or sour things.
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101.
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I have regularly undermined other people's positions of power or influence even though they may have significantly less than my own.
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102.
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Others have expressed repeated serious concern over the amount of time I spend working.
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103.
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I only feel like a real person when I am performing an act of service for someone else.
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104.
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I find that my tobacco consumption goes up or down when I am off alcohol or drugs or when I am on a diet.
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105.
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I tend to use exercise as both a comfort and strength even when I am perfectly fit and do not need any more.
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106.
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I find that having all the power and influence that I need for my own personal and professional life is irrelevant in deciding when to stop seeking more.
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107.
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I find that my intake of another form of caffeine tends to increase when I am off my own favourite.
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108.
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I prefer to gamble or to take risks in one way or another throughout the day rather than at particular times.
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109.
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When I am eating in company I tend to time my eating as a form of strategy so that others are not really aware of just how little I am eating.
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110.
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I have had repeated affairs even though I had a regular relationship.
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111.
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I find that I tend to adopt a self denying and caretaking role in many of my relationships.
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112.
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I find that my previous doses of medication are no longer successful in controlling my symptoms.
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113.
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I prefer to graze like a cow throughout the day rather than ever allowing myself to get hungry.
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114.
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I have had three or more regular sexual partners at the same time.
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115.
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When I have used too much caffeine I tend to feel defiant as well as disappointed in myself.
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116.
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I have had three or more different sizes of clothes in my adult, (non-pregnant if female) , wardrobe.
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117.
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I have regularly given unsolicited advice to other people on how to solve their problems.
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118.
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I tend to use a position of power or influence as a comfort and strength regardless of whether there are particular problems needing my attention in other aspects of my life.
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119.
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When I eat something reasonably substantial I tend to feel disappointed or even angry with myself as well as slightly relieved.
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120.
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I tend to use gambling or risk-taking as a form of comfort and strength even when I do not feel that I particularly want to gamble or take further risks.
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121.
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I continue to take medication because I find that it helps me, even though the original stresses for which the original medication was prescribed, have been resolved.
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122.
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I find it difficult to leave any loose ends in a conversation in which I am trying to be helpful.
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123.
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I feel that I only become a real person when I am shopping.
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124.
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I tend to get irritable and impatient when people look after themselves rather than me.
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125.
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If I had run out of my prescribed medication I would take an alternative even if I was not sure of its effects.
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126.
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I look for all opportunities for power and influence as and when they arise.
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127.
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I often stay up half the night having `helpful' conversations.
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128.
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I have had voluntary sex with someone that I dislike.
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129.
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I often take exercise just to tire myself sufficiently for sleep.
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130.
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In a new relationship I feel uncomfortable until I hold the most powerful position.
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131.
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I would use tobacco before going out somewhere for the evening where I may not be able to use it.
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132.
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If I ran out of my favourite tobacco, I would accept the offer of an alternative that I do not particularly like.
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133.
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Once I start work in any day I find it difficult to get `out of the swing of it' and relax.
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134.
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I get irritable and impatient if there is more than ten minutes conversation at a meal or social function
before my host offers me an alcoholic drink.
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135.
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I would gamble or take a risk at the first opportunity in case I did not get the chance later on.
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136.
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I would have an alcoholic drink before going out for the evening to somewhere alcohol may not be available.
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137.
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If my favourite form of gambling or risk taking was unavailable I would gamble on something else I normally disliked.
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138.
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I am aware that once I have consumed certain foods I find it difficult to control further eating.
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139.
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I get irritable and impatient at meal times if someone tries to persuade me to eat something.
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140.
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I often drink significantly more alcohol than I intend to.
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141.
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I get irritable and impatient if my supply of drugs is delayed for ten minutes or so for no good reason.
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142.
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I sometimes rush through a meal or skip it altogether so that I can have some caffeine.
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143.
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I tend to use more drugs if I have got more.
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144.
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I often avoid meal times by claiming that I have already eaten when it is not true.
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145.
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I am often capable of drinking twenty cups of tea/coffee/coke etc. in a day.
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146.
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I often smoke to calm my nerves.
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147.
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I get irritable and impatient if there is a complete break of ten minutes in a gambling session.
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148.
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I tend to change partners if sex becomes repetitive.
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149.
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I often help someone close to me more than I intend to.
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150.
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I feel most in control of my feelings when other people are performing services of one kind or another for me.
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151.
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I often use tobacco significantly more than I intend to.
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152.
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Some food makes me wish I could eat it like other people do but I nonetheless find that I cannot bring myself to do so.
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153.
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I get irritable and impatient if my prescribed medication is delayed for ten minutes.
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154.
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I often take sports clothes and equipment with me when I go out `just in case' the opportunity to exercise arises.
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155.
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I only become a real person when I am tidying up the physical, emotional and social messes made by those who I care for.
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156.
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I go shopping to calm my nerves.
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157.
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I often find myself taking more prescribed medication than I intend to.
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158.
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I feel most in control of my feelings when I am performing services of one kind or another for someone else.
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159.
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I would use drugs before going out for an evening if I felt there might not be the opportunity to use them later.
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160.
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When I feel that my position of power or influence is under threat I tend to neglect other aspects of my life.
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